Just sat in the bathroom, having a nice ‘chat’ with my horrid reflection. Feel as if I might’ve gone off the deep end here. But I couldn’t help it. I had to tell myself the truth, something people have been neglecting to tell me lately. I am revolting. Disgusting. Awfully gut-wrenching to look at. The fattest human being there ever was. Awful. Absolutely dreadful. How can one weight so much? Eat so much? What the fucking hell is wrong with me? Honestly, now, why can’t people just say what they think of me. Uncensored. Fucking true as fuck? It makes me sad to think that people feel as if they have to continue their lying streak about how I appear to them.
REVOLTING. DISGUSTING. FAT FAT FAT FAT. WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT. UGLY. FUCKED-UP. OBESE. AWFUL. MAKES ME WANT TO PUKE.
I absolutely cannot STAND to look into the mirror. I want to die. Fucking hell. I hate myself. So much. I want to cry. And scream. Holy Fuck.
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